I miss you Pinky..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I have been thinking of writing a post for long but couldnt make it to pen down my thoughts. I guess, the intensity of the feelings inside is soo strong that no words are express them truely. At times, word become just words, not enough to mirror what you feel within, whether its happiness or sadness.
Well, I miss her who is no more with me and who would never come back. I miss her who is soo special to me and who is so away now that I can never see her again. I miss her presence every second and still I know in my heart that she is always with me. I remember the childhood days and I remember how I used to tease her all the time with my stupid jokes. She was with me whenever I was sad and today she is with me whenever I am sad. I miss you shona, I miss you Pinky. I know you miss me too!
only if I had a chance to talk to you for an hour, I would have told so many things to you. So many badmashish that we did together and the endless times we fought. Can I give away everything I have for this one hour? I guess, I am not that rich and god is not that kind...isnt it shona..?
Pinky, do you remember how we used to be awake waiting for mom to come home. We used to sleep for half an hour turn by turn and you were so small to be such a sweet sister, I wonder how did you manage...I used to teach you the same science book each night to be awake and you used to say, Rajee, I know all this na...mujhe sab ata hai...! I really dont have any clue, how you managed to be so sweet of a sister....You were an angel in my life who came and went back just to show me how it feels to be without an angel....But sis, it is truely a tough way of teaching things I say...I mean it...
I love you so much and I dont have any more strength to write anymore...I am out of tears, I am out of intelligence to believe that you are too far with god...I am jealous of god that he has you with him and I am upset that he has taken you away from me...
I really really miss you and I love you Pinky...
Well, I miss her who is no more with me and who would never come back. I miss her who is soo special to me and who is so away now that I can never see her again. I miss her presence every second and still I know in my heart that she is always with me. I remember the childhood days and I remember how I used to tease her all the time with my stupid jokes. She was with me whenever I was sad and today she is with me whenever I am sad. I miss you shona, I miss you Pinky. I know you miss me too!
only if I had a chance to talk to you for an hour, I would have told so many things to you. So many badmashish that we did together and the endless times we fought. Can I give away everything I have for this one hour? I guess, I am not that rich and god is not that kind...isnt it shona..?
Pinky, do you remember how we used to be awake waiting for mom to come home. We used to sleep for half an hour turn by turn and you were so small to be such a sweet sister, I wonder how did you manage...I used to teach you the same science book each night to be awake and you used to say, Rajee, I know all this na...mujhe sab ata hai...! I really dont have any clue, how you managed to be so sweet of a sister....You were an angel in my life who came and went back just to show me how it feels to be without an angel....But sis, it is truely a tough way of teaching things I say...I mean it...
I love you so much and I dont have any more strength to write anymore...I am out of tears, I am out of intelligence to believe that you are too far with god...I am jealous of god that he has you with him and I am upset that he has taken you away from me...
I really really miss you and I love you Pinky...